Grüner See (Green Lake) is a lake in Styria, Austria. In the winter you’ll find crisp, tranquil grasslands and lake that is only about 3 to 6 feet deep. However, during the spring, when the temperature rises and the snow melts, the basin of land below the mountains fills with water. The lake reaches its maximum depth of around 40 feet from mid-May to June and is claimed to look the most beautiful at this time.
I just wish I could disappear sometimes. Like just go into an all blackness, no thoughts no nothing. I wish I could be nothing. I’d take that over this constant fight to try and be happy. Why can’t I just go through a day with actual happiness, how come no matter how hard I try I get in this rut where all I can do is cry for no reason. Why is my only emotion just sad. Anything but this life would be so much better.